For all hybristophiles and people who are worried about inner discriminative mind

Welcome to my site. I am Erin. I am an owner of this site, "The Community of Hybristophiles and people who are worried about inner discriminative mind, 'Bergamo'". I am so glad to meet you.

First, let me tell you about my life.

I was bullied by older brother and classmates from the 5th grade to the 9th grade. They considered me as a virus and punching bag. My heart was so stressful and searching my punching bag in the deepest place. Sadly when I was 6th grade, I had discriminative mind against the minority because I heard from school teachers who taught morals, "In this world, such people were looked down on the majority."

And I have loved Adolf Hitler since I was 14 years old although I am an autistic, communist, bisexual and lefty. Hitler discriminated the minority, so I felt he is similar to me and my loneliness got better a little. But if I were born in Nazi era, I was killed absolutely, so I hate Shoah, discrimination and war. But I love his smile, sleeping face and tragic life. Last year I knew that people like me was called "hybristophile(people who love crimes and criminals)" and "Naziphile(people who love Nazi and Nazism)". I also knew they are considered "paraphile(people who love 'abnormally')". I cried.

I had efforted to delete my discriminative mind, hybristophilia and Naziphilia. But they remain in my mind. I could almost accept hybristophilia and Naziphilia but it is too hard to accept discriminative mind. I fall in the hell of self hate every day.

But I want to fix hands with hybristophiles, Naziphiles and people who are worried about inner discriminative mind who disagree with crimes and discriminations. And however you are not people like us, you can join here if you are interested in.

I hope you will relax and discover something good and interesting. Thank you for reading.